Friday, April 9, 2010

Waiting

You guys. I'm getting married two weeks from tomorrow. TWO WEEKS FROM TOMORROW!

It's very surreal.

If I get focused on something else, I forget that I'm making this HUGE life change in a couple weeks.

And then I remember and my stomach flips.

I am incredibly excited. And only a little nervous. The nerves aren't due to the actual getting married part. They're more due to I've been planning and prepping for this day for nine months and I want it to live up to my expectations.

Don't get me wrong. I know I'm going to have a great time. And it will be a perfect day because DF and I will be married. But it doesn't stop me from wanting it to go smoothly.

What's worse is the waiting. The planning is done. I have some confirmations to make, some final things to put together. But. The planning is done. So I wait. And I try to concentrate on that thing that keeps me fed and with a roof over my head. But I have trouble staying focused for longer than 30 minutes.

A couple weeks ago, I registered for a conference in June, and I registered under my married name. It was WEIRD seeing what will be my new last name.

As weird as it's going to be getting used to signing a new name. Getting used to coming always and forever as a pair. I am ready for this. This change that will be happening two weeks from tomorrow. But first, the waiting. And waiting is a bitch.

3 comments:

Lose That Girl said...

Congratulations on your upcoming wedding! It's a very exciting time. Make sure you take the time to truly enjoy the day. It can be easy to get carried away with all the must-have's on the day... have fun and don't get too upset if something doesn't go exactly to plan. Best of luck to you and your soon to be hubby.

twononblondes said...

I'm so excited for you...I am sure it will be here before you know it and soon you'll be a married woman!

MrsDixon said...

The waiting is so hard, but as that day hits, you will forget all about the waiting and just enjoy your new life together! Congrats, and cute blog!